I Love You,
You are matured enough to understand me..
You Love me..
I am sexually attracted to you..
We have resonating frequency..
I am addicted to your company and thoughts..
We are married..
This is best possible option for both of us..
just Like that..
By mistake..
Reasons why I Love you are in googles...The tougher part is to get someone to Love..and the term Crush comes into play..I saw her, I had Crush on her, I proposed her, We spent time together, Then one of us crushes the crush.
My First Crush was not the normal one as mentioned...I was her friend since I could remem my school days..We used to sit together in Class; Our homes were at a distance of a km; We came back from school together; We always had good time together...In short She was My Very good friend...We loved to sit and talk for hours.
In Class X, She was proposed by a Boy (Chimp, thats wat I use to Call Him) of Class XII.. This guy thought me to be her Lover and Ragged me like hell..
Imagine a normal weekdayz Recess and a run from Classroom to different Toilets in order to save your ass from a senior, that too in a Teenagerz most delicate reason.
This was first time ever I came in trouble of this sort where you are already warned to be knocked out on talking to her again...We never stopped talking..We still used to sit together in school bus while returning home...We didnt talk much bout Chimp but obviously I told her that this "Chimp" has a "Crash" on me..
I can obviously recall the first time I was cought by him in a toilet, the day when I just pulled up my zip, turned around and BANG!, a punch on my shoulder...Punch was not that hard, but I acted well, I laughed on Chimp and asked permission to wash my hands atleast... A Kick on my ribs was the reply, I was on my knees..asking same...The Situation seems to be serious, but in actual I was laughing..He was desperate to retry his kick but his friends pulled him back...haha I won I thought...
I never told this story to that girl, Obviously, why shoould I tell bout the victory in thoughts...We still continued our talks, the matter became serious in school but I believed that this girl will clear her doubts...
Getting ragged in words was now like a daily dose for me..... .. and then the day came when I, for the first time, was not laughing being ragged by Chimp..He was roaming with that gal and suddenly on looking me passing away, he stopped me, called me and asked to say Sorry for no reasons to that gal, although I said and started moving..Actually I never wanted to be ragged in front of her...But He stopped me again and asked to touch their feet and then go....Aha Chimp in full form, looking to the status of my health over his body and considering the fact of that guy being in a so called Arts-Gang, ...I had no option but to do so... First time, I was not laughing.. The Kick on ribs was not as hard as this one.. Maabu's Insult, intolerable ..isn't.. I Left and Infact, at that particular moment I realized that this is called "Late Realization of Crush"...Worst Part: First Crush.... I never told her bout this crush, oye I never knew bout it, Its too late to realize this now..She is happy with him...
The situation became worse when we suddenly stopped talking after that..(Totally)..
In Class XI , The Chimp was out of School, so he left school..hehe, but still we didnt talk, She was in medical and me in non medical..Dont know wether dey still continued or not but I realized that the late realization of Crush is the worst one can bear...
Its better to hear "Shut Up" than "I am committed"
Monday, May 7, 2007
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
One Memorable Meeting
PVR Vikas Puri, 2100 Hrs, 2002 end
Another Long day almost coming to an end when I left my house at 0600 Hrs. and came out of FIITJEE @ 2000 Hrs...Fully exhausted...On the journey back to home sweet home, I took a pit stop at this place...I never wanted to halt my journey to reach home but I cant miss this opportunity to have a talk with a guy whom I cant tolerate...This guy also studied with me in School and FJEE and accompany me half way to my home..He asked me to stop here for sometym and said tht he wanted to talk something...I knew the matter and agreed....
We went to a restur. nearby and I sat there takin a deep breath and feelin pain in my eyes...obviouly 14 hours of routine work..tired...meanwhile, he bought 2 cokes and ordered a plate of Kabab....He kept that coke bottle in front of me and straight away asked me: "So How much u got in Chemistry?"....
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FIITJEE, Punjabi Bagh
I suddenly remembrd the day in FJEE when our Chemistry staff was teaching Inorganic, and this guy suddenly raised a doubt :"Sir, How can Carbo MonoOxide give such a reaction?"...Looking to the written chemical reaction on the board...I took the opportunity to prove my superiority over him and shouted :"Idiot dats nt Carbon MonoOxide (CO) dats Cobalt (Co)..." ...Every1 including Mr. Asoke (chem Staff) laughed at him, He turned around and said me: "Ya I know I was jus checkin the teacherz knowledge"..Obvioulsy the most appropriate excuse at that tym....
*/
I wonder, this guy was asking me this question...Although I said :"I got 72..". I knew this is not the matter for which I got down of the bus which is going straight to my home...but I gave him another chance...
He quickly realizing my frustation to such idiotic question at such an awkward time he asked: "Do You Still Love Her???"....Amazing Gutzzz man....Yeah this was the question related to the matter of discussion but this much straight and complex question. I took my time...I moved my right hand to the kept cold drink, threw the straw out, And took a Gulp of Chilled Coke....
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HRMS PLAYGROUND:
I remember the day, When one of my class mate passed me the ball in a FootBall match against Commerce section...I simply deflected the ball to the destiny...Bell Rang..Games Hour Over...Hurray Computer Section defeated Comm. Sectn, I was star of the Long Lazy Clash...... exhausted...I was pushing myself to the nearby Water Cooler which was accross the Basket Ball court, As I was passing the court My eyes cought a couple sitting near the court and enjoying the games hour. The moment when I saw them (obviously they didnt notice me), the girl was snatching her Slam Book from the Guy. (This Guy is the same guy I am talking to...) I although kept myself pushing towards the water cooler...After drinking water, I realized that I left my bag near the court, I marched back towards my bag. I took my Bag, turn around to have a look on the sitting couple...As soon as I turned, a voice (of a girl, another class mate)came from my back..asking me:"Do You Still Love Her??"....I was shocked and speechless, I said her "No, not at all"..and before she could enquire furthur, I said her "ok I am geting Late for my FJEE class, cya"...and I walked as fast as possible towards the School Gate...
*/
I got the same question again, this time by the guy I was staring at that time. I cant say "YES" and I dont want to say "NO"...I finished my artificial gulp of coke, kept the bottle back and said...:"How much You got in Chemistry??"...I was not interested to know his marks, neither I wanted to insult him, but I was out of options......He Smiled..yak...and realized that I was not in a mood to answer that question...true...
He said :"I was absent for chemistry exam..." ...Why this idiot smiled? Was he smiling on his absence or my disgusting way to neglect his gutsy question...Watevr...The quesiton passed away...He took a peice of Kabab and opened his mouth again :"When u last talked, and how u broke up?"...2 in 1 question..haila..
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HRMS ClassRoom, Punjabi Bagh (19th June 02):
Class was goin on, Wen I was sitting on a Last bench alone and She was sitting in First...We already broke up the relation we had, But their was something still missing, It was Post-Break Talk...(..Actually I never knew why we brokeup...)..She stood up, and came back, the maths class was already on..She sat with me..She said :"Whats Your Problem?"....Oh no, I thought, She came for Patch up, confession, sorry....no, then why she came, to ask me whats my problem as if she does not know.....I replied the same words in same tone:" Whats Your Problem?"...SIXER...
She said: "Look, we have different outlook, different way of thinking, different social life...So Its better to stop"....CLEAN BOWLED....I had no words to reply, I thought :"aha She came to know this much"..I remembered days when I tried to adapt myself with her, I never liked her outlook and thinking, but I wanted to adjust myself..in other words sacrifice.. and why the hell she cant sacrifice..moreover I know this is not the reason for our break up.....Before I could think of any other reply or questions she stood up again, and went back to her bench...Maths Teacher and I was really frustated....
*/
I know, I can answer one out of this 2 questions, so I said "19th june 2002..."(I said him exact date on which we had last talk, what will he think..hehe.)...He was although waiting for the answer to second question eagerly....But I said nothing...I know he knows the answer, what the whole school knows, that I actually said bad about her character but still I dont want him to come out of this beleive.
It was not too late, and I asked him: "How you both came together, I mean...??" He understood the question, and replied that "She Called me, and forced me to say I love You"...That was cool love story ,I thought.
Why a girl would call a boy and force him to say I LOVE YOU and especially to a boy who does not know the difference between CO and Co...?? Why that Girl Left Me for this stupid idiot hefty personality.
The Kababs and Cokes were finished, Its time to go, I picked up my Bag on hearing his reply, and said :"too Late, I better leave", He started walking with me towards bus stand and my gravity sucked all the voices....We were waiting for my bus to arrive and as soon as it arrived he asked again :"Do You Still Love Her??"...I boarded the bus and said "YES, but I dont need her"......
The whole journey, I was thinking bout this guy. Does he really love my love or is he simply playing with luck...Why my love chose such love?? maybe my love is silly or my love's love is beyond my thinking of love....I might define Love as a Full Duplex Synchronous Transmission of Signals between two nodes, wtf??? but actually the Love is beyond my scope, I inferred...
This was obviously my last talk about this girl with anyone, after this meeting I never talked this much seriously with ne1 bout her, neither I want to ...
A True Story of my Friend, His words
Another Long day almost coming to an end when I left my house at 0600 Hrs. and came out of FIITJEE @ 2000 Hrs...Fully exhausted...On the journey back to home sweet home, I took a pit stop at this place...I never wanted to halt my journey to reach home but I cant miss this opportunity to have a talk with a guy whom I cant tolerate...This guy also studied with me in School and FJEE and accompany me half way to my home..He asked me to stop here for sometym and said tht he wanted to talk something...I knew the matter and agreed....
We went to a restur. nearby and I sat there takin a deep breath and feelin pain in my eyes...obviouly 14 hours of routine work..tired...meanwhile, he bought 2 cokes and ordered a plate of Kabab....He kept that coke bottle in front of me and straight away asked me: "So How much u got in Chemistry?"....
/*
FIITJEE, Punjabi Bagh
I suddenly remembrd the day in FJEE when our Chemistry staff was teaching Inorganic, and this guy suddenly raised a doubt :"Sir, How can Carbo MonoOxide give such a reaction?"...Looking to the written chemical reaction on the board...I took the opportunity to prove my superiority over him and shouted :"Idiot dats nt Carbon MonoOxide (CO) dats Cobalt (Co)..." ...Every1 including Mr. Asoke (chem Staff) laughed at him, He turned around and said me: "Ya I know I was jus checkin the teacherz knowledge"..Obvioulsy the most appropriate excuse at that tym....
*/
I wonder, this guy was asking me this question...Although I said :"I got 72..". I knew this is not the matter for which I got down of the bus which is going straight to my home...but I gave him another chance...
He quickly realizing my frustation to such idiotic question at such an awkward time he asked: "Do You Still Love Her???"....Amazing Gutzzz man....Yeah this was the question related to the matter of discussion but this much straight and complex question. I took my time...I moved my right hand to the kept cold drink, threw the straw out, And took a Gulp of Chilled Coke....
/*
HRMS PLAYGROUND:
I remember the day, When one of my class mate passed me the ball in a FootBall match against Commerce section...I simply deflected the ball to the destiny...Bell Rang..Games Hour Over...Hurray Computer Section defeated Comm. Sectn, I was star of the Long Lazy Clash...... exhausted...I was pushing myself to the nearby Water Cooler which was accross the Basket Ball court, As I was passing the court My eyes cought a couple sitting near the court and enjoying the games hour. The moment when I saw them (obviously they didnt notice me), the girl was snatching her Slam Book from the Guy. (This Guy is the same guy I am talking to...) I although kept myself pushing towards the water cooler...After drinking water, I realized that I left my bag near the court, I marched back towards my bag. I took my Bag, turn around to have a look on the sitting couple...As soon as I turned, a voice (of a girl, another class mate)came from my back..asking me:"Do You Still Love Her??"....I was shocked and speechless, I said her "No, not at all"..and before she could enquire furthur, I said her "ok I am geting Late for my FJEE class, cya"...and I walked as fast as possible towards the School Gate...
*/
I got the same question again, this time by the guy I was staring at that time. I cant say "YES" and I dont want to say "NO"...I finished my artificial gulp of coke, kept the bottle back and said...:"How much You got in Chemistry??"...I was not interested to know his marks, neither I wanted to insult him, but I was out of options......He Smiled..yak...and realized that I was not in a mood to answer that question...true...
He said :"I was absent for chemistry exam..." ...Why this idiot smiled? Was he smiling on his absence or my disgusting way to neglect his gutsy question...Watevr...The quesiton passed away...He took a peice of Kabab and opened his mouth again :"When u last talked, and how u broke up?"...2 in 1 question..haila..
/*
HRMS ClassRoom, Punjabi Bagh (19th June 02):
Class was goin on, Wen I was sitting on a Last bench alone and She was sitting in First...We already broke up the relation we had, But their was something still missing, It was Post-Break Talk...(..Actually I never knew why we brokeup...)..She stood up, and came back, the maths class was already on..She sat with me..She said :"Whats Your Problem?"....Oh no, I thought, She came for Patch up, confession, sorry....no, then why she came, to ask me whats my problem as if she does not know.....I replied the same words in same tone:" Whats Your Problem?"...SIXER...
She said: "Look, we have different outlook, different way of thinking, different social life...So Its better to stop"....CLEAN BOWLED....I had no words to reply, I thought :"aha She came to know this much"..I remembered days when I tried to adapt myself with her, I never liked her outlook and thinking, but I wanted to adjust myself..in other words sacrifice.. and why the hell she cant sacrifice..moreover I know this is not the reason for our break up.....Before I could think of any other reply or questions she stood up again, and went back to her bench...Maths Teacher and I was really frustated....
*/
I know, I can answer one out of this 2 questions, so I said "19th june 2002..."(I said him exact date on which we had last talk, what will he think..hehe.)...He was although waiting for the answer to second question eagerly....But I said nothing...I know he knows the answer, what the whole school knows, that I actually said bad about her character but still I dont want him to come out of this beleive.
It was not too late, and I asked him: "How you both came together, I mean...??" He understood the question, and replied that "She Called me, and forced me to say I love You"...That was cool love story ,I thought.
Why a girl would call a boy and force him to say I LOVE YOU and especially to a boy who does not know the difference between CO and Co...?? Why that Girl Left Me for this stupid idiot hefty personality.
The Kababs and Cokes were finished, Its time to go, I picked up my Bag on hearing his reply, and said :"too Late, I better leave", He started walking with me towards bus stand and my gravity sucked all the voices....We were waiting for my bus to arrive and as soon as it arrived he asked again :"Do You Still Love Her??"...I boarded the bus and said "YES, but I dont need her"......
The whole journey, I was thinking bout this guy. Does he really love my love or is he simply playing with luck...Why my love chose such love?? maybe my love is silly or my love's love is beyond my thinking of love....I might define Love as a Full Duplex Synchronous Transmission of Signals between two nodes, wtf??? but actually the Love is beyond my scope, I inferred...
This was obviously my last talk about this girl with anyone, after this meeting I never talked this much seriously with ne1 bout her, neither I want to ...
A True Story of my Friend, His words
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